Nice to meet you!

Hi my name is Ama-rie and I decided to start this blog because I have so many ideas that I want to talk about but very few people I could relate to. In short, I haven’t found my tribe yet, and I guess this is my way of looking for them or encouraging them to come to me, either way, this is just another blog that you can skip over or not read at all because it’s really just an online diary of me babbling about my thoughts!

We’ve all heard this phrase and this is my first and last time I’ll be saying this in this blog and it’s the pandemic made me do it!

Lets talk soon!

Entry #2

 

Gusto kong mag tampisaw sa karagatan habang ang araw ay umaangat mula timog patungong silangan.

Habang nag iisa at inaalala ang bawat rason kung bakit masaya mabuhay.

Maalala kung gaano pinaramdam sakin ng buwan ang pagmamahal nito, maalala na ang dampi ng hangin sa aking balat ay ang simbolo ng kamay ng isang ina na nagsasabing  “Wag kang mag alala, okay lang yan”.

Gusto kong maramdaman ang tubig at buhangin sa daliri ng mga paa na nag papaalala sakin ng mga katagang sinabi niya.

“Di mo kailangang mabuhay sa pamantayan ng iba, mahalin mo lang ang sarili mo at maging komportable ka”.

Sabi sakin ng araw “Masaya mabuhay” dagdag nito “di ko alam kung bakit masyado mong binibigyan ng oras ang mga walang kakwenta kwenta”.

Wag masyadong negatibo bumalik ka lang dito at intayin ang pag angat ng araw mula timog patungong silangan.

 

Entry # 1

I wanna lay on the field with you while hibiscus’ surrounds us with their beauty. Wishing the birds are chirping the melody of love as they see how romantic we are. but then there is no us, so I celebrate my solitude cause never the less I am happy. You were never mine to love, but I did, it hurt when you couldn’t reciprocate so I did what every hopeless romantic would. Fantasized till my heart couldn’t take it anymore, Imagined an “us” till my heart couldn’t pretend to be happy anymore. I stopped though, I grew weary, but it helped me mature and realize that this is reality. not everything goes my way. Thank you for letting me love you, thank you for teaching me how to appreciate and love myself more, but most importantly, thank you for helping me grow.

(picture credits to the owner)